grace - part of the world

2009-08-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

i just found out that my mother intrudes into my pricacy by viewing my blog secretly.
Thus, i am gonna freeza this blog..leave it dangling in the air...
BUT OF COURSE..i am creating another blog...only exclusive for my friends..
and not ppl who victimise me with my online diary...

so FRIENDS, you guys can ask me for my new blog address personally :)

2009-08-04T03:15:00.000-07:00

there is smt seriously wrong with blogger.i cant upload any photos.screw blogger.gonna change to livejournal.

2009-07-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

this is the ugly n unsightly bruise jj inflicted upon me..unintentionally..lol..gave him horrible guilt trip for that..

anyways, car wash during smu starring was tiring and pretty boring at the same time today..regret joining this cip

FTB camp is approaching and my period is not here yet!! this is so worrying..i pray it wont slam on me during FTB..if it does..there goes my enthusiasm....

pray pray pray!!

2009-07-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

had yogurt at j co tam 1 today with mum..then went for some shopping :)
bought a black blazer for convocation dae too :)

2009-07-15T02:17:00.000-07:00

leonardo lalalalala~~

2009-07-13T07:03:00.000-07:00

cycled and injured myself. alll jj's fault!i hate u!
went zhi yang's b dae celebration after that:)
great dae:)
tmr will be og outing :)

2009-07-12T07:03:00.000-07:00

went for starringsmu cip yesterdae..
super slack cip.waste my time.
we ended up slacking at kfc and udders ice cream place at toa payoh and novena ...
regretted joining this cip totally..
on a brighter note, i met jj after that for some shopping at orchard.
grabbed a skirt at bysi sale.
arrgggg...i must not succumb to temptation no more!!

today was spent slacking and reading at hm...
then when ws to eat with my mum at dinner.
bought heels for convocation day and went watson's to get some personal stuff..

there will be some career services talk at smu that i'm supposed to attend tmr. gotta reach the place by 8.30 am..omigod. still trying to get used to early mornings.
then hopefully after that i can meet jj for cycling at PR park of it doesnt rains.
then in the night, jj's gonna take me to some condo to celebrate zhi yang's b dae..hope it's not gonna be boring around new ppl ....

and tues will be OG outing !!at bugis topone ktv! haha...had some funny memories there...i guess only qi zhi , don and the clown knows what i mean...wahahaha

anways, goodbye for now!!

2009-07-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

highlights for today:
-did my x ray for the smu medical report with jia wen
-went national library with jj to borrow a romance novel
-bought my dorothy perkins dress at a sale
-bought NUM sandals.lime green.haha.
-received my gift belt from jj
-ate at xin wang taiwan cafe
-decided to cycle with jj at PR park but some situation cropped up
-so went to play bball instead at some platform in PR park
-ate at some delicious taiwan foodstall at e hub

happy dae:)

blue stockings :)))

tmr is smu starring dae.hope it will not be as boring as the bonding dae///

2009-07-09T05:19:00.001-07:00

CAME BACK FROM BIZZIOACCTIVE CAMP!!!
i don't know what to say about the camp...too many emotions...haha
one word i shall describe to be short and sweet.NECKBREAKING!!haha..
first uni camp. successful one.this is one of the more enthusiastic camps i have been to.
now i am freaking looking forward to the two other camps in smu.
glad to know those of u in leonardo from nus, ntu and smu!!
and i love the super hokkien-based tri uni and leonardo cheers!!
you ppl are the most fun loving and enthu bunch of sa sa bo jio guys!!!
thanks for being such sweeties in the camp...
and thanks to the ogl for bringing up the enthu mood every now and then..

all in all.tri uni camp rocks to the max!!

2009-07-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

tri uni camp!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tri uni camp rocks!!!!! LEONARDO ROCKS!!!!!!!WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!

2009-07-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

went cotton on and uniqlo with jw to get our last minute camp shorts and shirt...
and off to camp tmr!!
be back on weds night :)

- bought bright blue stockings too!!

2009-07-04T10:19:00.000-07:00

i think i am a total bastard for having such thoughts..but i cant help myself.always ending up in this situation..disappointing myself and the other party.
how did i turn out this way? it's gonna happen the second time.or maybe the first and second were wrong.i don't know.

ok, K.O now..

2009-07-04T06:56:00.000-07:00

went for the tri uni camp briefing and ice breaking today. and i am glad my group members were what i was hoping for them to be:) an enthu bunch..i love the ogls too.They seemed like they can bring up the spirit..we formed a few cheers today already..inclusive of a combo cheer which is like freaking long which tons of hokkien in it..haha..our group clicked off well and even when lunching tgt after taking our free ice cream from marble slab at iluma..haha...many interesting ppl in my group..inclusive of one who calls himself bruce lee..lol

hope this camp is as hyped up as mj's orientation camp :) looking forward to a lot of cheering and fun!!

2009-07-03T06:00:00.001-07:00

went zara yesterdae after the smu cip and library talk...grabbed two dresses and ciao..happies:)))

anyway, it was bonding day at smu today..we went around town to play some orientation games with the facilitators.not fun.not enthu.bad event.worst of all, we have to get up darn early to reach smu.

tmr is worst!!! have to wake up like 6 am to reach clementi NUS at 8.30am!!!freaking early ok!it's been long since i gotta get up at such wee hours of the day ... pissed off
anyway, tmr i will be attending the briefing on the tri uni camp i will be attending this mon to wed..i got myself into a group called ninja turtles..haha..sounds fun..hope it will be smt diffferent from today's monotonous and dull bonding! hope my group members will be a cool bunch of wild ppl too :))

heard from my facils that the upcoming bondue camp i will be attending at the end of july will be super duper fun...and their definition of fun is a lot of ALCOHOL drinking!! OMG..i thought it is supposed to be a sch orientation??? feels so illegal...haha...but guess it's the uni culture ba...

anyway, i hope july will be fun filled!!with three camps joined and one CIP event which involves 8 days...

GOD bless....gotta slp early!!bubye

2009-07-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

jj's gor is out today..everyone's in their happiest mood..

so jj's friend treated the bunch of us at thai express and we slacked at north point after that..

tmr will be a day to smu with jw for some pre enrollment briefing...not looking forward to it at all..

and maybe meeting jj after that...

super bored now, while an idiot hangs out at his friend's place and cleanly washes me away from his mind..

fed up and pissed out

wondering what am i used for.yep.used for.someTHING to be used.

2009-06-30T09:44:00.000-07:00

haha...life's has taken it's toll on me recently..for the past week or past two weeks, it was a crazy experience for me!!! that was when i knew how life sucks to the max..

i guess only jj, jw, my family and the peeps at la senza knows about this unforgettable encounter of mine...haha...keep it to yourself ok darlings?? haha..

anyway, i am released tmr!! haha..you won't know what am i blabbering bout again *winks*

SMU is driving me crazy with all the stupid matriculation things...we have to make an appointment with raffles clinic for all the medical examination crap and all the online nonsense...arggggggghhhhh....

and they rejected the photo i uploaded..shit la...now i will have to matriculate for the 2nd window which is on 19 july...

btw, i quitted la senza because of some 'un-tellable' event...and i left my black heels there...a bit pai seh to return to collect them...and i havent bought my 60 percent bras lahhhhhh!! ahh..

i will miss certain members of la senza!! haha...all the crazy bitches there...and good luck to the real bitch there too :))crackles in laughter**

for this month, guess i will be exercising and improving my poor health...sch's starting and i dun wanna be a sick bird again....hurray to sch life!! i will come for youuuu....

and jia wen! i know you are very free too...ask me out!! i wanna pass you and anita ur gifts too...they're rotting in my house....

dad's going to the states for 2 months soon (again-ssss)...means i'll have to stay home more often to take care of the family....i hope he comes back with a fruitful return again..despite the stupid h1n1 over there..

2009-06-18T05:14:00.000-07:00

butter factoried with cheryl last night...
that wild animal drank like dunno how many cups of martell and volka...all the while shouting ' drink up! drink up!'...and even drank on my behalf cos i was lousy...lol
in end she got wasted..haha..it was so funny...cheryl kept mumbling ' one pplus one is two, two plus two is four..i am not drunk..hahahaha..' crazy shit..
anyways, thanks to cheryl for shielding me all the time we were dancing on the crowded floor..

ps : sorry for keeping it from you...i promise i won't go without you again :)

2009-06-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

thanks for the gifts darling :)

anyways, work becomes less tedious with cheerful people around at work apart from the evil witch. haha, the part timers always ended up shopping for our own stuff while working at la senza...especially when the old stocks comes in...

yesterday jj,shi jie, vanessa and me went orchard shopping :) and we watched drag me to hell!! sucky sucky sick disgusting gross horror movie...after the show, the whole theater was like ' PHEW!' *wipe sweat*...which was the effect of grossing and scaring film watchers out...all i can say-watch if u dare :)

after that me and jj bumped into thomas, he is working at nyny deli at the centrepoint...he really looked much much more happier and refreshed there..even his hair seemed different...we were served lotsa freebies :) as expected :) and jj chated quite a lot with him..so we end up spending quite a lot of time there...ate fish spag and chicken spag, 2 mocha floats, 2 mushroom soups and mudpie with ice cream for dessert...but we were only charged for the main course...which was freaking cheap at nyny deli..only 7.80 bucks for a set meal..which includes the food u order, soup of the day and iced lemon tea...hola..

uni days are approaching soon..i have already paid my 200 bucks confirmation fee to smu...hope life will remain the same after i enter uni..hope we still have time for each other and things will last forever..hope our differences will clear up as we grow and thus shorten our distances to a future :) all the best for us :) ILU.

2009-06-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

In recent days, i thought i found the willpower to save and spend less..i thought i was doing a real good job...and today, i bought perfume and cut my hair for 35 bucks..also i reserved a leggings from la senza as a staff..no choice..the top quality leggings was worth 65 bucks and now there is 70 percent discount plus staff discount, i had to buy..haiz..when will i ever really save??
plus i am earning a miserable amount only:(

saw this earrings online and i really really really wanna get them...they are 19 bucks...

!!!!

anyway, thanks to thomas from f and j for giving me a great haircut today..totally worth the 35 bucks la...and i can see thomas is an experienced hairstylist from the way he explains the layers he gave to my hair...

2009-06-07T06:50:00.001-07:00

work ended at 4 pm today, so it's a gd thing yups:)
tmr's ending at 4 too...guess i will be heading to tiong bahru to collect my paycheck from working at shokudo...then maybe go for a new haircut at shunji matso:) can't wait...uber sick of my dried long boring dull hair...

met jj after work and we ate at botak jones at orchard youth park...damn good food at damn good price...haha..this place was reccomended by thomas...he claimed the service was gd there..
indeed...the price of the western food there is kinda like that of aston and the price is also similar to aston...even the food is similar to aston...like they allow you to choose 2 side dishes..where their sides are aston-like...haha..but still, the food was great..and we paid only 14 bucks for both fish n chips plus chicken breast MEAL...super cheap k..you guys should check this place out lo...

anyway, was pretty surprised when you wanted to buy me something all of a sudden...i thought such a day would never have come...thought i wasnt that impt enough for such a thoughtful act..

and i know i still ain't..still

just a little could bring a smile to my face..just a little could make me believe i still exist right there in the red pumping organ..

2009-06-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

working from wed to fri and on sun this week..btw alldressedup's pay and shokudo's are ready! yippee..

ahh..so many things i wanna do and buy...

everything involves money..i hate this cash-y world

and,

i dislike my manager.she is a total bitch.

2009-05-24T00:52:00.001-07:00

desperately looking for a part time job currently..so inform me if you guys have got job offers k:)

anyway, i am getting used to wearing heels at work, though i am really worn out by them..lol

2009-05-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

started work at la senza yesterday..the girls there look so gorgeous la..and the la senza shirt which is their uniform is so hot..too bad part timers dont get to wear them..anyway, at la senza it's a compulsory to wear black high heels with toes peeping out and coloured contact lens are banned!ahhh...i hate high heels...dunno wad weird policy is that..
but the undergarments there are sooooooooo pretttttty!!! plus they are having a big sale now..3 for $69!!and 30 percent for most items...too bad i am trying to save money now...haiz..always trying to save at the wrong times..anyway, ppl do come and visit me at paragon la senza kaysss??

btw, the girls there are nice ppl:) i am so happy..haha...hope they are gonna nice for a long time and not because yesterday was my first day and they were just trying to be nice....
yep, and i successfully measured 2 ladies bra size!!correctly!!haha...the process is complicated know...anyway, the DD cups are horrendously huge.

2009-05-18T04:35:00.000-07:00

happy with my shopping loot today!!haha

bought hair products and cosmetics :)

this colour from majorica majoca is sooo nice.....

anyways, yesterday me kc kelly jw and jas were doing another tam 1 event..so yep the pics are below:)

2009-05-15T06:46:00.000-07:00

today's the last day this week working at alldressedup..a sigh of relief finally!woo hoo..however the ppl there don't seem to mention anything about my pay so i don't even know when i will get it or even will i ever receive it..diao..and today's sort of the last day so i rushed off happily after work, forgetting about the pay issue..haiz..

anyway, fj benjamin called me and told me i will most probably be posted to lasenza ;( to sell bras....haiz...was hoping they post me to GUESS instead..i think it was because i told them i don't mind working at lasenza during the interview, and right after that she told me many girls actually mind working there..ahh..there goes my big mouth..should have said i minded...lol..but anyway, nothing is confirmed yet..and i really want my stable income back!!money money money :))))

yesterday was the private sales..hectic day..but still, not as hectic as shokudo's friday and sat..but i rather i was at shokudo instead..more happiness..then after that my mood was heavily disrupted by someone..who pang seh me..ah..forget it..anyway, yesterdae was a hard day.

yay, slack dae tmr:)
hmm hope to meet up with ba da again..maybe another buffet?? but low fat buffet please :)lol...

2009-05-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

i am a sweet person who do sweet things like baking:) i guess you guys agree with me too :)

this is my most successful attempts..and i did it entirely on my own..and to give myself more credit..i did this in the most groggiest state..right after i woke up in the morning..trying to rush out the cookies..wa haha..i am fabulous..anyway, the last time i did cookies was using a cook book where instructions were given to knead the dough..my dough ended up to be un-kneadable because it was way to soggy..this time it turns out PERFECT:) maybe because i followed a video closely on youtube..i guess videos work better for me..i am so visual :)

all in all..those are delicious almond cookies with sugar icing and last but not least a touch of grace's love:):) brrrrrr...lol

so i shall sum up these three days...

monday was spent at aston with jj..yummy delicious and most importantly affordable food for our literally poor souls...i had fish n chips and jj had the new york strip which was a piece of steak...yum..i love aston..

tues was work.venue was at alldressedup isetan at shaw house.had my first day blues of course.

today was better.work was more familiar to me and i handle situations better.but still, i really really really miss shokudo like hell!! ahh..although working hours there suck but at least there are still a bunch of crappos willing to bullshit with me and make me happy..at alldressedup, the peeps are boring and dull...ahhh..wanna get my ass outta there...hope fj benjamin will call me...oh pls...call me..

tmr will be isetan private sales..so work will be super hectic!alamak..but it's ok..at least there will be kee chen there to cheer me up tmr:)the only entertaining staff there i guess..

anyway, NUS sent me a letter from arts and social science..this means i didnt qualify for my 1st and 2nd choice which was business and accountings respectively. but hola:) i already accepted smu..my dream sch:)so happy.

ahh..bye! need to sleep early...have to reach isetan by 9 am tmr..and they expect me to be 10 min earlier..so 8.50 am is the target. taking into account my tedious process of dressing up every morning, i need to get up at 6 am and leave my house at 7.40 am to reach work on time!zzzzzz...bye!!!!!

2009-05-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

sweetest gift from jj :) happy 3rd monthsary too :):)

the cake i requested turns out to be inedible..lol..but at least it's tangible still :)

yawns* sleepyhead now...baibai!!

2009-05-08T08:07:00.000-07:00

celebrated mother's day in advance at some peach blossom chinese restaurant at thompson road today..we chose the buffet style and i ate loads..food was normal and mediocre but the sharksfin was satisfying :) not like some restaurants who serve sharksfin soup with only a petty amount of sharksfin inside...overall, the service was great there :) ahhh...but i feel fat!! had sakae buffet not long ago and now this chinese buffet...i am gonna starve myself for the whole of next week!!

all dressed up is only paying 6 per hour :( same as shokudo....hmm...but at least i know i won't have to work my ass out there..plus i can look prettier given the fact i don't have to wear ugly f and b uniforms and aprons :) plus there's no need for me to tie my hair..lol

super sleepy now..
tada

2009-05-07T21:18:00.000-07:00

i hate to depend on others and similarly i can't tolerate people relying on me.even if you are my closed ones.we are all grown ups so be independent.if not, the best advice i can give to you is - grow up.

2009-05-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

Flyer day!!

my phone claims to be 5mp but the results are so blurry..stupid phone..

anyway, yesterday was spent at sakae sushi for buffet, flyer, and getting jj's mum a mother's dae gift :)

gonna work at all dressed up for next week...and i went for the gap interview bernice told me yesterday too...i wonder if they will shortlist me...hopefully they are gonna:)

now, what should i do for the lil special day coming...mmmm

BEST DAY OF MY YIPPPPPEEE LIFE!

2009-05-05T03:32:00.000-07:00

AHHHHH!!!FINALLY MY ACCEPTANCE LETTERR!!OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

Oh my God!! you guys don't even know how freaking long i waited for this letter to be dropped into that tiny metal box. I would get so super disappointed when my parents told me there were no letters from any universities every single day. and vavavoom! just when i thought the world was ending for me, i received the letter today! yes! it just scares me so much that many of my friends already received theirs and i haven't plus my results just barely meet the requirements..and now, i have no need for fretting over this issue anymore :) oh ya, and for friends out there who haven't received their acceptance letter, try to wait patiently, cause i guess life's not that cruel after all :)

anyways.went to night safari with jj last night.i hope things will remain sweet this way.for as long as possible.

yippee!! can't wait for school to reopen in August!!!

Thank You SMU!! and Praise to the Lord who never fails to answer my every prayer::)

2009-05-03T07:51:00.000-07:00

The rest of the pics on butter factory night out :)

eating my favourite hokkaido ice cream at taka with kee chen..she tried the caramel sea salt which i strongly reccomended and i tried the banana choco flavour...yummilicious!!the best ice cream so far i tried in Sg.

went job hunting with kc in the late afternoon today..she's got some lobang from her friend which involves a one day sale event at shaw house, being sales assistants for alldressedup..never really heard of this brand before..and was super shocked when i saw the price tags of their clothes..a simple top for a hefty 239 dollars!!wah piang! not very sure how much they paying us..but hope it's not too little..i am so cashless now..

then we went shokudo cine for an early dinner..and kc can shun bian visit her old colleagues..so we order curry mashed potato pizza, mango kakigori, tofu cheese cake, ice milk macha and ice yuzu tea...and expected the bill to be like 20 plus close to 30 dollars if her ex manager was nice enough to minus the service charge..haha..but hola! the bill was only charged on the tofu cheese cake and pizza...so sums up to 15 bucks only..w/o service charge too :) hmm..it's nice to eat at places with ex managers working there..haha..like nyny at citylink *winks*

night was spent at orchard too..but i rather not talk about it..

anyways, i bought my rip curl cap le!! for 40 bucks! and i am not even sure i will wear it often or not...but i guess i will make an effort to..must make my money worth while since i am such a poor bloke now...

tmr and the rest of the week will be spent at home or at the pool rotting away i think..so if anyone's free...ask me out:)

my heart evily encourages me to give you a chance but my mind says no. giving you a chance will once more means betraying myself and being selfish to me.do i really deserve so little from you. i don't think i am a person who asks for a lot. i don't think i am the greedy sort. but does it take a lot from you just to give a little to someone you claim you love? if everything becomes so calculative, i don't think i can survive in this state.

2009-05-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

how i long to return to those days..they pass too fast..that was the you who stole my little red thumping machine..now those days are long gone

2009-05-02T04:55:00.000-07:00

that is how you bit by bit build a fence along the borders of my heart

such that it is no longer receptive to any of your lies and ingenuinity

how my heart starts to long yet dread for every meeting

and slowly it sinks to an irretrievable state due to your selfishness

i just want all these to be over soon..

2009-05-01T10:36:00.000-07:00

yesterdae feels like one of those days

one of those days i made the wrong investments

like a large stack of notes i just withdrawn from the atm

slipped through my hands

and fell into someone else's

the feeling becomes worse when i realised

that

i personally placed this hard cash into that someone else's hands

and only realising that person is a jerk one second after i did this stupid act..

the above is the best analogy i can use to express my current pissed off mode.

why do i end up making so many stupid decisions in my life?

why am i treating myself so badly when i do not deserve this treatment?

i think i deserve much better.

2009-05-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

hey guys, i have officially quitted Shokudo yesterday...signed the resignation form and all le..i am a free girl now! free, poor,jobless and have no one to rely on financially :) looking for a job currently. so if u guys have got any job offer, inform me k??

I will miss all the staff at Shokudo though..been through all the ups and downs there..the busy times and 'eng eng' times..i will miss them all..miss the managers, the kitchen crew and service crews...anyway, there is like a new batch of staff taking over the mangerial and service crew at shokudo now...everyone's leaving and i find no point in stayin there too...so farewell shokudo bugis!!

dissappointment = pissed off mood. i have lost a lot of things in life, especially in the recent life. This time i lost the most expensive thing. I lost myself.Maybe leaving is the best thing i can do to guard my own welfare. I have been a generous person to the ppl i love...and i ended up being the most selfish to myself..this cannot go on.

2009-04-26T21:00:00.000-07:00

gonna swim cum sun tan with kee chen lata!

ta da! will be back with a nice tan later :):) hopefully

from tues to fri will be working at shokudo...ahh..i hope i get a call from the retail shops i filled in forms for full timing soon!! i want money!!!!

2009-04-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

so it marks the end of the tampines one event!!

kim,sheryl, me and kc

cutest sheryl aka xiao lamb...the youngest of the 'wonder' girls

sheryl trying to take a shot of us under the door

under the door shot..

i wanted to a shot of me and the tiny, cramped office..lol

fiona (from hscs!!), me and kc

i'll miss you guys!!

cashed in my pay le:) happy with myself for a successful attempt to save..

for my first step to saving, it shall be either leaving my nets card at home for gd or destroy it by slicing it into half using a scissors..

the first choice should be more sensible though...

however in the extreme cases, desperate times calls for desperate measures..

anyway anyone got job lobang, pls pls pls, tell me bout it k?i will thank u for my entire life..aligato

it gets meaningless day by day..there is no purpose in stayin this way..i realised there are more important stuff to focus on..it's not as worthy doing what i am doing anymore..just let the days go by and God will handle it all..all my mistakes..that's all i am good at, lettin Him clear up my mess..

2009-04-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

these are yesterday's pics..

though yesterday wasn't much of a rendevous affair, we still had our part of the fun i guess...hmm..the meeting up part?talk cock part? haha...there will be better outings soon girls? totally anticipating..

i desperately and urgently need a financial planner..the numeral in my bank acc is horrifying given the fact i worked full time for 3 months already...it is causing me to vomit blood..

2009-04-23T10:34:00.000-07:00

went clubbing at butter factory just now..and i am so glad bernice, lizzy and her gang can't make it...it was so so NOT happening k! no one was dancing...and crazy kc was persistently pulling me to the dance floor to solo dance with her..haha..no shit was dancing and obviously i was too pai seh too..haha
we swore never to go clubbing on such a day..a thursday night..a non lady's night..even if there is free entry..never enter!!
drank lime volka just now.. kelly drank a lil..jw and anita almost didnt touch..so it was just kc and me cleaning the drinks up..
drinking chinese tea to wash the alcohol away now..

and sorry guys for the crazy mad laughter i had just now..subtly intoxicated me..lol

hey girls! a real happening club next time k? ladies night would be great...

btw, butter fact's music was great..just that the ppl there won't starting movin'...lol

2009-04-22T07:29:00.000-07:00

i styled kee chen's fringe..proud proud..lol

sums up the tam one event :)

i am still waiting for this lil dream inside of me to grow..i wish i could..could i?

2009-04-19T10:47:00.000-07:00

these pics was taken yesterday during our dim sum outing at east coast..the calamari there was nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

egg tarts were great too..just that they were too mini...but i still believe sakura would make a better buffet place :)

the girls planned a next outing for a picnic...hoped our date would be successful this time too..

can't wait to let my hair down with the girls this coming thurs at butter fac..hope u guys can really make it....it's been so long since we really had fun together..rmb those orientation times and that crazy night at j1 bash..i will never forget..lol..see you girls!!

i guess most of my friends are aware of the current relationship i am in now..so i shan't hide no more..won't deny anything if you girls ask me any..it's gonna be open for now..and hopefully for a long time..

gonna work tmr..haiz..and i freaking hate working at my current job now..miserable pay for slogging my guts out...gonna find another job that really understands the value and true definition of 'give and take', which in shokudo actually meant ' give all and take nothing'.

Fuczz out shokudo, hurray to life!

last day of tampines 1 event for this week..will be wearing the green wig and treated as aliens to those kids again next week....see ya peeps!took lotsa alienic photos and will upload them tmr..but only the glam ones..lol

2009-04-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

love this song!

anyway. pls pls pls if there are any temp job offers peeps, pls call me k? i wanna buy a new phone and my contract's not ending soon so i'll have to get my phone at retail price, which is gonna burn a pocket in my purse...i need fast hard cash!...lol..desperately..

tampines 1 event was fun with the girls...our green wigs were giving us hell lotsa problems..wahaha..shall upload the pics if i have it..

2009-04-16T21:23:00.000-07:00

it's funny how things you pray for come even quicker to you than you can ever expect. It is like the next second thing,
so yea, live by the nike slogan along with a tinge of holiness. with faith, nothing is impossible.
i live a blessed life with the Almighty working :) what more can i ask? Praise to the Lord.

anyway, going for a three day job event at tampines one, being their ambassadors dressed in green attire and jumping shoes...wahhaha...drop by to laugh at me..i will be wearing a green wig too..on today, sat and sun...but i will be with kc and jw so we're gonna have a whale of our time..miss hanging out with you girls...
and ya, hope next thurs we will be able to hang out at night too...and photo whore..

till then,
tata,
small ass

2009-04-15T23:05:00.000-07:00

called up a few retail sales job offers on the papers today..hope i will be able to get a part timing job for a nice pay :)

out with kc tmr to job hunt...

most probably idle my time away at home watching online movies..lol..been so long since i hogged the com..

wondering why i never have or had all the luck she's got..

everything she did was all i was dreaming about..

and i guess i shall dream on..

or wait on for a shower of blessings where i will rejoice in the embrace of God...

i am gonna stop privating my blog

2009-04-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

went service today. Easter drama production was pretty similar to last year's at city harvest but overall it was still great.

getting sick of everything
maybe i am selfish but seriously it is still unfair to me considering my gender. I don't think i am not worth what should be given to me. I am sacrificing a lot of my desires to do generous stuff. However, when things get too one sided, i will get sick and tired. loathesome.the feeling of being a pushover.being bullied.being treated like a toy.i am done.it's not going to go on.

anyway, i hope to go for regular service from now on. I pray for the strength and mood to go service too :)

and i hope to find a new good paying job.
i am so broke. and i ' dont know' why should i be when i didnt even buy anything for myself after my last pay.

2009-03-30T21:51:00.000-07:00

my private blog!!!! gonna try out privating my blog for a couple of days..can freely blog about anything i want without people nosing around:)

2009-03-27T23:28:00.000-07:00

was trying freaking hard not to laugh in this photo..lol

got this from ber's blog..oh my, why was i in my hideous specs??..haha..

one of those mugging hard days at coffee bean..

2009-03-27T23:22:00.000-07:00

the funniest thing happened from the beach to the bathroom..haha..won't elaborate it here..

2009-03-22T21:03:00.000-07:00

Sun tanning at sentosa!!

more pics to be uploaded soon :))

can't wait for thursday's buffet!!

2009-03-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

sick today :)
i hope to be sick tmr too..then i wont have to work..
i wanna go job hunting soon!!

anything but ordinary pls

2009-03-15T11:35:00.000-07:00

who could be hotter?

2009-03-15T10:55:00.000-07:00

CAN YOU...

..SEE MY...

..PURPLE LENS??!!

there was a promotion for coloured lens at an optical shop near my workplace and so i bought 4 pairs each in a different colour..purple, grey, blue and brown..which means a new look every month in the next 4 months :) happy happy....

anyway, i am so much poorer this month..invested my cash in stupid stuff. and i am praying hard for greater cash rebate now..crossing my fingers..

feverish now...not gonna work tmr i guess..

2009-03-12T08:27:00.000-07:00

finally seeing all the girls on results day :) no one changed much though :) we are still the ba da!!

2009-03-10T10:20:00.000-07:00

just realised i have very disappointing parents... who say very disappointing stuff...

2009-03-05T08:54:00.000-08:00

spent the day shopping happily with anita!! it's been a long time since we met up for shopping:) the most hilarious thing happened today..anita and i was standing at the junction in btw a train carriage, and i spoted something obscence about the guy in front of us......his zipper was off..lololol..this wasnt the funniest...there was this lady beside us who kindly informed that mister bout his opened cage, which made that guy suddenly jerked and jumped a clean 360 degrees around to zip up, while me and anita went red from controlling our potential outburst of laughter...seriously, the unziped state of that guy looked damn vulgar...wahahahaah

anyways, it was a pretty satisfactory shopping today:) and tmr will be my big day..release of results!!

let me continue with the prayer i left off yesterday..........amen.

2009-03-04T11:37:00.000-08:00

shokudo full timer! haha..wad a sunny dae...lol

2009-03-04T08:59:00.001-08:00

a level's results out this friday!! and i gotta use my precious ph for friday..ahh..wad a waste..
really gotta start my praying session soon..desperate for passable results.Looking back, i am not really sure of my effort in studies. Like, do i really deserve good grades? ahh..i hope i do..spending the last month before the start of a's in the school library chionging revision papers and all the shit, and countless study trips to the airport with dear bernice to study( and i vividly rmb being chased outta starbucks on one trip where we left our stuff there and when for a 2 hour break?) haha..and not forgetting paying attention in chemistry even though mr lee was a big joke and distraction..rushing through tutorials..
just hoping for satisfactory results..i dared not even anticipate a handshake with the principal..doubt i have an inkling chance..

alright, enough of the release of results shit..
today i had the honour of working in the bar at the busiest time of the day..which means i am officially qualified and reliable enough for bar work:)i am certified bar girl now:) haha..however, it was seriously a no joke affair in the bar..super shacking..

but but! tmr's off day!! and friday will be a ph for me too!! yippee...guess i will swim in the morning tmr and head off shopping with anita.. hope she won't pang seh me at the last moment..and hopefully after receiving my results on friday, i will be in celebration mode with the girls ..really really hope so...

GOD, SERIOUSLY, I MEAN V V SERIOUSLY...BLESSSSS MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-03T08:38:00.000-08:00

Things Ill Never Say - Avril Lavigne

I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head

I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to seeI want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If it ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care

What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say
Guess I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go downOn one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say

2009-02-25T07:04:00.000-08:00

i overused my sms and my handphone bill amounts to a sweet 95 bucks :) so you guys pls understand if i don't reply messages these days..if it's possible, ring me up instead..i am almost banning myself from smsing..
aww..i need to change to a better plan asap!!

2009-02-25T00:35:00.000-08:00

jj came over yesterday night..we surfed youtube and he introduced this dance. it is called shuffle dance..haha.. damn cool..he said this kind of dance is super common in clubs..haha..but the noobie me is seeing this dance for the first time..so cool..like moon walking all the way..awesome!!lol

2009-02-25T00:15:00.000-08:00

i am gaining back the weight i lost!! they're all coming back to me like a tsunami...shats...can't afford to gain weight now. so, i'm gonna set my goals straight. firstly, for every staff meal, take only half a scoop of rice, little meat and more veggie.secondly, always finish only half my plate of food.thirdly, no more ice cream during split shift ( this is hard). fourthly, walk like thomas when i am doing the floor :). guess these helps :)
ahhh..so desperate---

on a kinder note, payday is approaching:)

haiz..my parents don't seem to favor u much..my friends too..everything is just rough for us..what can i do?
just waiting for the clock to tick away..if i wait, will everything else wait with me?

2009-02-23T09:23:00.000-08:00

just realised my a level's chemistry and biolody scheme of work for prelims are still sticking on my wall...i should have removed it like a eons ago..but a verse on the exam format list caught my attention..something inspirational..it goes like this ' learn how to separate the majors and minors. A lot of peopple don't do well simply because the major in the minor things'...

this brings me back to the past..such inspirational quotes always motivates me to achieve what i want or become a person i have always want to become..haha..i wonder if my uni life is gonna be filled with inspiration too..or maybe it's gonna be dead and lifeless like my working life now..everyday just repeats itself..doing the same old monotonous stuff..sift flour, waffle mix, take orders, pick up food, sweep floor, mop floor, train home, sleep. haha..everyday is lethargic and draggy. i wanna take a break!! a long one..i want my part time soon!!! i want happy outings with happy friends!!

haha..i want a true holiday...

today's split shift was only 2 hours, an hour lesser than the usual 3 hours. so i had a very unsatisfied short nap during my split with don today. went back working in a shabby and shacked state..end up drinking coffee and now i cant sleep...so tmr, the cycle will repeat..grrrr..

get me outta this life man!

but on the brighter side, i made friends that i can click with pretty well at my workplace..so they are the only motivation for me to work...and i hope us guys will become long term friends and not end up being the hi bye kind..lol

haiz..tmr don's not working...gonna be me and suki being the only full timers..shucks..will self-motivate tmr..

ahh...i know i am more inferior...i know i am not good enough...i know i am lesser...but i am gonna reign over her one day..i believe i can

2009-02-21T18:50:00.000-08:00

stop treating me like an asshole. i am no pushover material.FU.

2009-02-20T16:41:00.000-08:00

if only i could turn the cards, now.

how do i escape?it seems so hard.

nice one today

2009-02-18T08:53:00.000-08:00

donny was so conned by qi zhi and i today. He actually believed a falsed sms. A obviously fake and exaggerated sms. and don believed it. this is so stupid and dumb.
donovan, i thought u were averagely stupid at first. Now i know u are severely stupid.asinine by nature. wa ha ha ha.
but still, sorry for our dumb trick too.
see you ass holes tmr!!!

u fucking shit. do u even give a damn about me?

2009-02-17T10:20:00.000-08:00

wore this kiddy earrings to work today..got it from a nice friend from work..glad to know many nice ppl from shokudo too..the managers and staff are all a bunch of easy going crappo shit..it is just laughter everyday with them..

great laughing with qi zhi today..our joke of the day is always the legendary thomas with an LJB..hahaha..if not we will laugh over 'strawberry', the gayish agm with a sissy file..haha..haiz, but qz is converting part time after this friday.so this means lower doses of laughter each day..but nvm, there is still donny..the nice guy :)

tmr will be split shift..with qi zhi again.. i guess we will be heading down to vivo for some important mission *winks*..qi zhi! never sae die! you still got your chio bu mother!wa hahaha

i cant sleep now for bloody's sake..and look at the damn time..i really need to knock out asap..ah! something is really bugging me..shats..

if only your heart is a ruler, and i can see how much it longs for me. my bullshit makes me LOL.

2009-02-17T09:15:00.000-08:00

there are two L words. both contains 4 letters. which one are u looking for?

my heart is breaking. i can't feel your care. what am i really to you? maybe just a passerby..

it aches

2009-02-15T22:19:00.000-08:00

it's like a little girl tearing the wrapper off a box of present on christmas day...to find there is nothing in it at all...

tell me what is the position number ticket i took when u hugged me. the 10th? 20th? 50th? or u didnt count?
maybe i am too conservative. It's just a hug :) just a touch :) it doesn't mean anything :) i should think nothing :)

2009-02-15T21:48:00.000-08:00

why do i grow up making wrong decisions, again and again. repeating vicious cycles.

someone told me i must be sensible in my actions, taking into account that i'm an adult now..but i think i have failed. why did i allow things to take place to quick paced? why didn't i allow myself to pause and think? why am i acting like an idiot? why am i disappointing myself once again? why did i believe fairytales exist in real life?..haha..

i don't know how long this will last, but i hope time passes fast.

those pictures in ur phone disappointed me utterly
it doesn't matter if u're a person different from me
but it matters to every inch of me when u lie about the person u really are
now i am not sure at all, who are you.
maybe u're just someone i fabricated with my own ideals of you.
maybe you don't exist at all

maybe we shouldn't have met
i wonder how much more is to be revealed to me

2009-02-10T09:05:00.000-08:00

for u girls who have not seen me for pretty long, I LOST WEIGHT!!!

2009-02-10T08:55:00.000-08:00

why does my heart start to waver?
trying to convince myself that i have made the right choice,
but deep inside,
i know we are worlds apart..
tell me how do i bring you into my world?
or how do i enter yours?

i just wanna be happy :)

2009-02-08T18:31:00.000-08:00

many things happened recently...and there are many feelings to be sorted out..but whatever the outcome, i am never gonna regret this time of my life...
anyway, work's been really fun with the bunch of crappos talking shit and laughing like mad cats...lol
life's a laughter, blissful one.

2009-02-05T17:43:00.001-08:00

i think i am losing hope :(
many times i really wanted to stop and give up. it is not easy for me, especially when i am a girl, to take the lead. and if you always expect me to take the iniative, then it would be really taxing on me..come on, it's hard for a girl to do this job..

if your answer would be a negative ultimately, i really do hope you tell me early. It doesn't feel good guessing your feelings everyday.

my girl's pride is hurt.

Thanks to aik ho for all the advice and everything. Even if we were never meant to be, i think we work out as really good friends. You know me inside out and me to you :) Let's stay this way forever..

2009-02-03T07:52:00.000-08:00

went shopping with kc after work yesterday..then ate at cineleisure shokudo..yummy!!

today is the day i lost all of my FACE!! can't believe i did such a thing...i have no ego!!! stupid grace!! no pride! i SUCK!!!!!!

someone take a knife and stab me pls..

2009-01-30T09:12:00.001-08:00

gotta give my praises to God again :):) You are giving so much that i am getting afraid how much i will miss when unfortunately everything disappears one day..but i am sure that will never happen..as long as i believe and continue to ask and pray :)

there is absolutely no way i can thank You..all i can do now is to be a better person..to be even more giving..just like how incessantly giving You are to me. i can say i am blessed.

results are gonna be out soon. God bless me!

there is one request i have now.

2009-01-30T09:05:00.000-08:00

finally bought seventeen today!!! introducing 07s306 biggest chio bu of all...BERNICE LIM!!!!

GLORY to ba da mei nu!!

2009-01-26T10:14:00.000-08:00

it's funny how sometimes what your heart desires for will get so impossible to attain. it will be so far away, so unreachable..and the worse thing is, it is ever more difficult to find the courage and strength to take action and start creating opportunities for yourself. The same story is repeating itself this time again. same story of using one to get another one. and i jolly well know the ending. it is nothing. left with nothing but regret and empytiness and the pitiful longing and desire that will never find satisfaction.

i just pray for that story to stop repeating itself..pray for courage. but i guess i really need some luck and chance too.. i am willing to take initiative even in my position. but just give me the chance ya..even a small one..i am willing to give my best. i want my fairytale.

Thanking God for the gifts of love u sent down to me this year..i just made a tiny prayer and u delivered abundance...how could i ever thank you..how could i ever ask for more..but i know u take pleasure in granting your children's wishes and fulfilling their hopes.. so i shall ask for all i can..you know what i want, i 've been praying for it...make it happen please. desperate call from me.

-make the impossible possible-

2009-01-25T04:38:00.000-08:00

oh ya...wanna thank kee chen here too..really touched when u pop up at bugis during ur split shift to pay me a visit..haha...work is tiring but ur visit gave me strengh to work on again...once again i remember our favourite catch phrase during jc life : FIGHT ON!!!!.. haha we used to scribble that on each others lecture notes...now this phrase has been repeated over a million times during work...haha...thanks kc! thanks for the sweets too..and pls tell me where u bought them...haha..uber yummy..

full timers gotta work additional 2 hours for the same pay now..this sucks..but yea, fight on ya..lol

life's gettin more blissful somehow...

2009-01-25T04:23:00.000-08:00

my new hair!!!

people at my workplace..haha

2009-01-19T05:10:00.000-08:00

would i be too greedy to ask You for something more this time? For my first experience given to me, i prayed and asked for the strength to accept..now i learnt, acceptance is plainly empty without love. But then again, i remembered asking for the strength to love, to accept, so as to be loved. And now i learn that love comes from within the heart, it is not given by You. It is You who gave me a choice to choose where i should place this love.

This journey has given me lots. There was this friend who once told me, you will never know if you don't try. I agree with that. But i guess that only applies to other forms of challenges. For a sacred relationship, it doesn't make sense. what makes sense is, try if only your heart says yes, and the truth is, it will work out.

and now i pray for something much more than anything i can ever ask for. not for the strength, not for anything ingenuine, anything forced upon..but for the real thing, something that makes me feel..something that happens in fairytales...

2009-01-19T04:59:00.000-08:00

trying hard to fix a bun..lol

for jia wen!!! haha..thanks for the banana cake/cookie too jw! but pls don't make it for me again..haha...this cinnamon, pineapple cookie is yours!! made it with sweat and blood k...literally for the sweating part. Perspire like running tap when i was mixing the butter and sugar..haha, but i must admit the first batch i made was inedible, so in the end i took my mum's dough to make instead..hoho..after this experience i learnt that i cant make cookies alone!!! i'm only cut to be a baker's assistant..haha..

national library! our favourite hideout during boring split shifts...

2008-12-28T06:58:00.000-08:00

xmas!!

2008-12-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

super lazy to blog these few days..
gone out to get my shoes today with egg..
gonna work soon!! as waitress..
hmm.. christmas coming!! gonna rush thru making the x mas cards..
there will be christmas outings with pae, 8 da and hopefully hsc clique and egg egg..lol..

cant wait for ice cream cake and handmade cake and monkey's shirt!! and u-noe-hu, rmb ar..deadline is this friday..

2008-12-08T08:25:00.000-08:00

went shopping with anita and jw today!!
but olive became popeye..darn

prom mjc

2008-12-05T05:43:00.001-08:00

2008-12-05T04:44:00.001-08:00

2008-12-02T01:40:00.000-08:00

disappointed heart..thought everything was taking a good turn..thought with more time given and less pressure from environment. everything's gonna be different. Now i realise, time and environment isn't a factor in the very first place. maybe i should just stick to what i'd always believed.what's not meant to be will never last.
i've given so much, i just wanna see what i've earned. and i am starting to believe now that i really hate sowing spoilt seeds.
have been waiting for the past few months and i'm still waiting now.in vain.am i gonna keep this going on? are you gonna ever keep ur promises? gonna respect yourself by meaning what you say?the things i want are as simple as what you promised to give. and u dilly dally and procrastinate like i am not worth the effort at all.you never know how hurt i am inside.never.

I highlighted and dyed my hair!!

2008-12-01T07:13:00.000-08:00

tiring day..haiz..

2008-11-30T06:55:00.000-08:00

haha..thanks to jia wen and sean!! lol...

2008-11-29T04:42:00.000-08:00

double choc famous amos cookie in between my two front teeth!!
my minnie mouse ribbon..lol

out in town today with aik ho.bought a black heels from bugis later.today is a happy day.

thanks for the genting prezzies too!!

2008-11-28T03:22:00.001-08:00

more of sam's b dae pics!!

aik ho is back today! earlier than expected...

my lil' sweet gift

blood

sweat

sweat and blood

went shopping with my mum today at tm and bugis.. got my clutch today too!! so this means i completed my prom shopping!! finally.

got a bag, some earring and a beach dress today :)

i'm a happy girl.

2008-11-27T04:41:00.000-08:00

happy happy birthday!!haha..

this is fun

2008-11-27T04:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!

managed to take a pic of sam's b dae present from me and kc before givin her..so pinkish and kawaii ya??!!haha..

and thanks debbie and sam for my gifts too!!

went 85 market to eat yesterday night with all 8 girls to celebrate the eve of sam's b dae.order much food and da bao food home too...
great night yesterday..and we saw many familiar faces too ..haha..
i think we made hell lot of noise yesterday night at the hawker centre la..even a group of lao ah peks wanted to join us in singing sam's b dae song..
haha..so fun yesterday..

bloody rashes today..must be the hair dye again..

2008-11-25T04:03:00.000-08:00

Thanks girls for the great gifts! To jas and candice: i wear them and show u guys k? sure v sexy on me..just bring tissue paper to wipe ur nose blood. and to bernice: thanks for the body shop soap!so nice smelling, can't bear to use it though..so i will put on my desk top as a nice smelling ornament...haha

this is the book that kept me surviving boredom at home.thank you book.lol

Went lunch with sam sam sim,candice and bernice today at yoshinoya and discuss a lot about prom stuff..so exciting..discussing how to set hair..about the dresses we bought, about what we gonna do for post-prom night and how we're reaching swiss hotel pre-prom..haha..and about fake eyelashes ..and me and candice wanna get our manicure done before prom...we were both considering fake nails...i thought fake nails was crazy when i was younger..but now, it's seems like pretty fun to me ...yippee..cant wait for prom!! we're gonna take zillions of pretty pics, do the yam seng thing, havock and replay our girly noisy self, like in mj canteen..and eat the sumptuous food!!haiz..but i still hope all 8 of us can go though..it would really be reunion...

after lunch, sam went to collect her gu zhen results which she scored distinction! actually we already expected the distinction le..since she practise playing it a lot...

later, me, bernice and candice went starbucks for coffee and talk..we reminise our mj life and realise how lucky we were to be in 306..with our click having to much laughter in the canteen and how great it was if we can go back schooling, being in class commenting on the teachers in whispers and pretending to be listening to the lesson at the same time..we seriously miss de siaoing mr lee and his 'slow' teaching too...cos he never gets angry with us, even though most of the time we really crossed the line of respect for a teacher...haha...our mr exothermic!and we saw some irritating ppl today too *smiles smiles*

our sgc are really for collection! me , ber and candice suddenly seem so excited bout going back mj to collect it..guess we really miss school (minus the homework).

ok...gonna catch some vids on youtube and chill out with the novel later! tata.

and faster come back u jerk..where got ppl go genting so long one..8 days..crazy..also nothing there..come back come back...lalala...siao

2008-11-23T05:56:00.000-08:00

darn sweet john sent me this pic from the yiss camp last year.Attended this freaky life changing seminar with petrina. I am really sorry that i once and again fail to turn up for any meet ups with my seminar group (eternal). keep givin excuses on my part. but i guess truth is, i am totally lazy and maybe, my flame for religious stuff pretty much died down a whole lot. From what i can recall, i was crazy about the religion just right after my life altering experience from yiss. and now, i am a total slacker. but, sometimes i think, i'd feel more comfortable this way. Interacting with Him in my own personal way..like talking to Him silently at night..asking Him for blessings occassionally..praying and knowing that without an institution like a church to keep reminding me to keep going on in the religion, i would still remain faithful to Him. I guess i prefer not being attached to any groups in order to stick closer to God. that's why i always thought i felt kinda uncomfortable joining a cell group. Guess what's really for me is a personal, just me-and-God relationship. No church, no obligations, no meaningless-preachings-that-i-pretend-to-be-intensely-overwhelmed-by-them, no more trips to services just because people call my absence to the church back-sliding, making me utterly guilt conscious. I want a active approach. i will go service only when i want to.i will pray because i want to. and not because i feel guilty for laziness. if i think i am lazy, then as a matter of fact, i really am not, it is just me being out of passion for the time being. there is nothing that means 'lazy' if i were a willing party myself.

i guess i understand why some non-christians gets pretty pissed off when some christians are TTH (trying too hard)---->learnt this from my unbelievably absorbing romance novel about ultimate betrayal, which has too much sex content, which turns out pretty annoying at times.

2008-11-23T05:19:00.000-08:00

this is not at all nice. I am ur used item. and this used item has all grown up and changed. i have no more of the silly, gullible, fairytale-like mindset like before. And don't u stupidly think a used item will once again be willing to undergo all the crap and be ur used item for the second time. C'mon u gotta live outta ur child-like world. but don't enter mine. F off for good u flirtatious freak.Go find someone else to cheat.

2008-11-22T04:35:00.000-08:00

yesterday was fun out buying prom dress..me and jia wen got the same dress from forever 21. same colour. same design. and the same short girl. haha..and i am freaking afraid someone else would wear the same dress as us because forever 21 is so darn a common place to shop at..anyway, since me and jw pakat to wear the same dress, i guess anyone with the same dress as us would pretty embarrassed..haha..hope it wont happen though. Anyway, we took like a heavenly long time to locate haji lane and reached there super annoyed by the exaggerated marked up price. They can sell a plain piece of clothe for 127 bucks when you can simply get them in a sale at bugis village for a dirt cheap 20 bucks. But, haji lane wasnt a real disappointment when we bump into some interesting shops there. There was one that sold/rent a multitude of costumes for stage plays..that place was pretty creepy with many awful looking freaky masks too. The few of us enjoyed ourselves trying out all kinds of hats. And i tried on a hat with all kinds of fruits on it which was awesomely heavy. haha. All in all, it was a great day. Can't wait planning more outings with my friends.haiz.i need cash too.

Today was spent out with my family.boring.

Borrowed a romance novel and a murder-related novel from the national library. Read quite a bit of the romance one already. The title is 'something borrowed' and it's about the author having an affair with her best friend's fiance. Ultimate betrayal. Interesting. haha...pretty absorbed into the scandalous storyline now..shall read more later.

And to You who have already left Singapore for Genting, please come back fast..but not empty handed!..hehe..and please don't buy silly monkey pouches and piggy keychains this time.

to all my friends, enjoy your hols and ASK ME OUT!! don't lose contact guys..try our best to stick close k?

tata

2008-11-20T16:48:00.000-08:00

First outing after A levels!!!!==SENTOSA!!!!

horrible face of mine!!

2008-11-19T04:43:00.000-08:00

3 whole valuable days to study bio mcq.i and used all 3 days not studying bio mcq.totally regret now. omg.what do i do now? few more hours to bedtime and bio mcq starts in the morning tmr.ahh..really hope it's gonna be a 'breeze' like paper.pls God..lol..
mon afternoon was spent swimming, sushi pigging and shopping with kc, tues was spent watching online movies at home, and today was supposedly meant to be out studying with ah, but instead we went shopping and caught high school musical 3!! and ah bought me a pretty vintage necklance:):)
anyway, i caught the movies butterfly effect and the devil wears prada online...pretty outdated movies..but yea..still..it's nice..
butterfly effect was cool but it kinda confused me alot..messy plot..
hmm..i wonder where class outing's gonna be tmr..really hope it's gonna be sentosa!! it's been a freaking long time since i set foot there...
ok..shall go finally start some bio now!!!chiong for the next one or two hours before i retire...
need some luck for tmr man...